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Fall to Pieces by Velvet Revolver

22:39 Aug 28 2005
Times Read: 641




It's been a long year

Since you've been gone

I've been alone here

I've grown old

I fall to pieces, I'm falling

Fell to pieces and I'm still falling



Every time I'm falling down

All alone I fall to pieces



I keep a journal of memories

I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe

I fall to pieces, I'm falling

Fell to pieces and I'm still falling



All the years I've tried

With more to go

Will the memories die

I'm waiting

Will I find you

Can I find you

We're falling down

I'm falling




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Bare by Anthrax

04:22 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 643






Standing on some dotted line

Reacting to the hands of time

A circumstance that I've been fed

Leaving questions in my head

Find the space that was left bare

An empty space I'd gladly share

One must live while one must die

Combined paired up for so many years

Unsure if I really want to shed a tear

Signing off is always so clearly done

A number 2 is now reduced to one

Find the space that was left bare

An empty space I'd gladly share

When your clock is up

And you rest for good

I will cut off my armpiece

Just like we agreed we would

One must live while one must die

While the other argues that

The world ain't fair

But then who ever promised

Anybody equal share

You might as well forget

What you gambled on

'Cause plans never go by the way they're drawn

When your clock is up

And you rest for good

I will cut off my armpiece

Just like we agreed we would

One must live while one must die

I can't say good-bye

It's all I can do to get up every morning

And when all else fails I try

To face myself and everything else

But mostly I wonder why


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Damage is Done by BLS

04:20 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 644






I paved this road

I broke myself in two

This I know

Up and down, In between

There's nothing I haven't seen



All these scars which bear my name, yeah

My eyes are wide, ain't nothing's the same, yeah

I tried to run, but the damage is done, yeah

The damage is done

The damage is done



Where I've gone and where I've been

One only knows

One more mountain, one more mile

I'll do as I'm told



All these scars which bear my name, yeah

My eyes are wide, ain't nothing's the same, yeah

I tried to run, but the damage is done, yeah

The damage is done

The damage is done



Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done



All these scars which bear my name, yeah

My eyes are wide, ain't nothing's the same, yeah

I tried to run, but the damage is done, yeah

the damage is done

the damage is done



Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done

Oh yeah, oh yeah

The damage is done


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Queen of Sorrow by BLS

04:17 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 645




Hey now,

I've stepped into the black

I say hey now

I wont be coming back

I say hey now

I've left it all behind

I say hey now

Take a look but you won't find, no



Step outside this world where I'll be free, yeah

Step outside this world where I can see, oh

Queen of sorrow and all this hell within

Oh, I close my eyes and sit back as I watch my end begin



Hey now

Void of sight and sound

I say hey now

The spiral always down

I say hey now

There ain't no coming back

I say hey now

I've stepped into the black now



Step outside this world where I'll be free, yeah

Step outside this world where I can see, oh

Queen of sorrow and all this hell within, oh

Oh, I close my eyes and sit back as I watch my end begin



Step outside this world where I'll be free, yeah

Step outside this world where I can see, oh

Queen of sorrow and all this hell within




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Scars by Papa Roach

04:13 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 646




I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

My scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed 'cuz you came around

Why don't you just go home?

'Cuz you channeled all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All I can say is...



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

The scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassion's in my nature

Tonight is our last stand



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

The scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You should've never come around

Why don't you just go home?

'Cuz you're drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand



Go fix yourself



I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

The scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

The scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel

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Burning Bright by Shinedown

04:10 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 647




I feel like there is no need for conversation

Some questions are better left without a reason

And I would rather reveal myself than my situation

Now and then I consider, my hesitation



The more the light shines through me

I pretend to close my eyes

The more the dark consumes me

I pretend I'm burning, burning bright



I wonder if the things I did were just to be different

To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence

And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation

Here and now I'll express, my situation



The more the light shines through me

I pretend to close my eyes

The more the dark consumes me

I pretend I'm burning, burning bright



The more the light shines through me

I pretend to close my eyes

The more the dark consumes me

I pretend I'm burning bright



There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right

Such a cruel contradiction

I know I cross the lines its not easy to define

I'm born to indecision

There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose

With no particular rhyme or reason



The more the light shines through me

I pretend to close my eyes

The more the dark consumes me

I pretend I'm burning bright



The more the light shines through me

I pretend to close my eyes

The more the dark consumes me

I pretend I'm burning



I feel like there is no need for conversation



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Down in a Hole by Alice in Chains

04:06 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 648


Bury me softly in this womb

I give this part of me for you

Sand rains down and here I sit

Holding rare flowers

In a tomb...in bloom



Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved

See my heart I decorate it like a grave

You don't understand who they

Thought I was supposed to be

Look at me now a man

Who won't let himself be



Down in a hole, feelin' so small

Down in a hole, losin' my soul

I'd like to fly,

But my wings have been so denied



Down in a hole and they've put all

The stones in their place

I've eaten the sun so my tongue

Has been burned of the taste

I have been guilty

Of kicking myself in the teeth

I will speak no more

Of my feelings beneath



Down in a hole, feelin' so small

Down in a hole, losin' my soul

I'd like to fly but my

Wings have been so denied



Bury me softly in this womb

Oh I want to be inside of you

I give this part of me for you

Oh I want to be inside of you

Sand rains down and here I sit

Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of you)

In a tomb...in bloom

Oh I want to be inside...



Down in a hole, feelin' so small

Down in a hole, losin' my soul

Down in a hole, feelin' so small

Down in a hole, outta control

I'd like to fly but my

wings have been so denied


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45 by Shinedown

04:02 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 649


Send away for a priceless gift

One not subtle, one not on the list

Send away for a perfect world

One not simply, so absurd

In these times of doing what you're told

You keep these feelings, no one knows

What ever happened to the young man's heart

Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart



And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45),

Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)

No real reason to accept the way things have changed

Staring down the barrel of a 45



Send a message to the unborn child

Keep your eyes open for a while

In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else

There's a piece of a puzzle known as life

Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight



What ever happened to the young man's heart

Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart



And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45),

Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)

No real reason to accept the way things have changed

Staring down the barrel of a 45



Everyone's pointing their fingers

Always condemning me

And nobody knows what I believe

I believe



And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45),

Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)

No real reason to accept the way things have changed

Staring down the barrel of a 45



And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45),

(And I'm) Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life)

(There is) No real reason to accept the way things have changed

Staring down the barrel of a 45


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It's Been Awhile

03:58 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 650


And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile since I first saw you

And it's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it's been awhile since I could call you



And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've stretched myself beyond my means



It's been awhile

Since I can say that I wasn't addicted

And it's been awhile since I can say I love myself as well and

And it's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always

do

And it's been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you



And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've gone and fucked things up again



Why must I feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day



And it's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile since I've seen the way the candles light your face

And it's been awhile but I can still remember just the way you taste



And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be

I know it's me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me



And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry


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Outside by Staind

03:55 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 651






And you,

You bring me to my knees

Again

All the times

That I could beg you please

In vain

All the times

That I felt insecure

For you

And I leave

My burdens at the door



But I'm on the outside

And I'm looking in

I can see through you

See your true colors

'Cause inside you're ugly

You're ugly like me

I can see through you

See you the real you



All the times

Then I felt like this won't end

it's for you

And I taste

What I could never have

It was from you

All the times

That I've tried

My intentions

Were full of pride

But I waste

More time than anyone



But I'm on the outside

And I'm looking in

I can see through you

See your true colors

'Cause inside you're ugly

You're ugly like me

I can see through you

See you the real you



All the times

That I've cried

All this wasted

It's all inside

And I feel

All this pain

Stuffed it down although

It's back again

And I lie

Here in bed

All alone

I can't mend

But I feel

Tomorrow will be okay



But I'm on the outside

And I'm looking in

I can see through you

See your true colors

'Cause inside you're ugly

You're ugly like me

I can see through you

See to the real you


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Broken by Seether ft. Amy Lee

03:47 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 655



I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain



'Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away



You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore



The worst is over now and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away

There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high and steal your pain



'Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away



'Cause I'm broken when I'm open

And I don't feel like I am strong enough

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away



'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away

You don't feel me here anymore

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My Immortal

03:33 Aug 21 2005
Times Read: 656





Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase





When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me



You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me



These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me



I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along



When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

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Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day

01:32 Aug 19 2005
Times Read: 657




I walk a lonely road

The only one that I have ever known

Don't know where it goes

But it's home to me and I walk alone



I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

and I'm the only one and I walk alone



I walk alone

I walk alone



I walk alone

I walk a...



My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone



Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah



I'm walking down the line

That divides me somewhere in my mind

On the border line

Of the edge and where I walk alone



Read between the lines

What's fucked up and everything's alright

Check my vital signs

To know I'm still alive and I walk alone



I walk alone

I walk alone



I walk alone

I walk a...



My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone



Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah

Ah-ah, Ah-ah



I walk alone

I walk a...



I walk this empty street

On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams

Where the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk a...



My shadow's the only one that walks beside me

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me

'Til then I walk alone...


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Love Song for a Vampire by Annie Lennox

02:19 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 658




Come into these arms again

And lay your body down

The rhythm of this trembling heart

Is beating like a drum



It beats for you

It bleeds for you

It knows not how it sounds

For it is the drum of drums

It is the song of songs





Once I had the rarest rose

That ever deigned to bloom

Cruel winter chilled the bud

And stole my flower too soon



Oh loneliness, Oh hopelessness

To search the ends of time

For there is in all the world

No greater love than mine





Love oh love oh love oh love...

Still falls the rain

Love oh love oh love oh love...

Still falls the night

Love oh love oh love oh love...

Be mine forever

Love oh love oh love oh love...





Let me be the only one

To keep you from the cold

Now the floor of heaven's laid

With stars of brightest gold

They shine for you, they shine for you

They burn for all to see



Come into these arms again

And set this spirit free

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Changes

22:45 Aug 14 2005
Times Read: 659






Changes

Black Sabbath





I feel unhappy

I feel so sad

I lost the best friend

That I ever had



She was my woman

I loved her so

But it's too late now

I've let her go



I'm going through changes

I'm going through changes



We shared the eve's

We shared each day

In love together

We found a way

But soon the world

Had its evil way

My heart was blinded

Love went astray



I'm going through changes

I'm going through changes



It took so long

To realize

That I can still hear

Her last goodbyes



Now all my days

Are filled with tears

Wish I could go back

And change these years



I'm going through changes

I'm going through changes


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Sober

22:40 Aug 14 2005
Times Read: 660




Sober

Tool



There’s a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take.

Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me.

Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests.

Murder now the path of ’must we’, just because the son has come.



Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle. something but the past and done.



Why can’t we not be sober? I just want to start this over.

Why can’t we drink forever? I just want to start this over.



I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile.

I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well.

I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave.

I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down.



Mother mary, won’t you whisper. something but the past is done.



Why can’t we not be sober? I just want to start this over.

Why can’t we sleep forever? I just want to start this over.



I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile.

I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well.

I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave.

Trust me. trust me. trust me. trust me. trust me.



Why can’t we not be sober. I just want to start things over.

Why can’t we sleep forever. I just want to start this over.



I want what I want...

I want what I want...

I want what I want...

I want what I want...

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This is definitely my favorite song

21:50 Aug 14 2005
Times Read: 663


Love You To Death

Type O Negative



In her place one hundred candles burning

as salty sweat drips from her breast

her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying

They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya,get...



Black lipstick stains her class of red wine

I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?

Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying

They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get...



I beg to serve, your wish is my law

Now close those eyes and let me love you to death

Shall I prove I mean what i'm saying, begging

I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get..



Let me love you too

Let me love you to death



Hey am I good enough for you?

Hey am i good enough for you?

Am I?

Am I?

Am I good enough

for you?




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I really like this song

21:34 Aug 14 2005
Times Read: 666




Lost in a Portrait

Trapt



I analyze everything, I know what you mean

I answer by questioning all that I need

And I want to, to surrender

I want you to see all the sides

All the faces inside of me



I see I'm not perfect, but that's all I see

Lost in a portrait, in a picture of me

This can't be everything I see

That my canvas is incomplete

Your color's everything to me

And my canvas will set me free



My outline is solid and made up of crime

And the things that you say just burn in my eyes

I want to, to surrender

I want you to find some comfort

In the spaces between the lines



I see I'm not perfect, but that's all I see

Lost in a portrait, in a picture of me

This can't be everything I see

That my canvas is incomplete

Your color's everything to me

And my canvas will set me free

This can't be everything I see

That my canvas is incomplete

Your color's everything to me



This can't be everything I see

That my canvas is incomplete

You color's everything to me

And my canvas will set me free

This can't be everything I see

That my canvas is incomplete

Your color's everything to me

You're everything to me


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